Disappointment

I don’t know how to lower my standards.

Things could be a whole lot worse.

He’s not the worst dad in the world.

I shouldn’t have to lower my standards for you.

You wonder why I can’t stand her, why I don’t want my girls looking up to her as a role model…

A woman who is nothing without a man is nothing with a man.

Can’t be alone.

Can’t stand up for her own.

Takes away from my girls and what they deserve.

You didn’t take the day off to drive him to preschool you took the day off to support your daughters and be there for them but you missed it all.

They didn’t know.

They don’t know that you could be better.

They don’t know that you choose her over them over and over.

They don’t know that they deserve better and that scares the shit out of me.

God please don’t let them end up with a “man” like you.

They don’t know that you rely on me when you could certainly be so much better.

Are you freaking kidding me?

I will always be more.

I will always do better.

I will always strive to show them that they do not have to settle.

Settle for what you give them.

Settle for your excuses.

I am so sorry I chose you to be their father, they deserve so much better.

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